Okay, it isn't love because that word is misused too much.

It isn't connectedness because that word is too long to be a strong word in English, and it's too dry.

Shining, together, real warmth, all the time. We're here, in the midst of it.

Having the guts to feel it is good, in the midst of people too scared to feel it much, to used to semi-living in raging dumb conflict, conflict for no purpose but conflict, and habit and action reaction forever.

Me having the guts to feel it in the midst of myself, scared--I like to be that brave, that deeply happy. To live in the other world that is right here all the time and right.